I was able to go food shopping, make myself a caesar's salad and go to my support group while T was infused this evening... as Tut said this morning (thank you Vicki):
|Think of every single thing that you "have to" do to get through a day, Anne Marie, as things you "get to" do... before your turn is over.|
Everything's a gift,
I'm evolving and it's a trip... the discovery is pure joy... Jan turned me onto the support group and the learning is opening me again and showing me the way... I thank all of you my friends and family! Johnny for the CD of my blogs; Jayne for my blue suede shoes; Cathy for showing me some people are worse off; Carla for making me laugh; Marilyn for getting me out walking again; Gini for her gift of a massage; Allen for walking Riley twice a day forever; Jim & Linda for Tuscany & many dinners; Carol and Carroll for many dinners; Diana's twins for their hand painted art books. I thank you all and so many more for providing rides, food, love and support. Most of all for being there through the thick of it. I think we're turning a corner. T is almost fully present. He's weak but he's willing and he's eating... He's gonna make it!!!!!! and I'm the Master of Distraction!!!