Sometimes I have to pinch myself... the roller coaster of my emotions is enough to make me crazy... but everybody says it's normal. Oh really?
So Jayne took me to Filoli Gardens today and we spent 3 hours enjoying the beauty of that magnificent estate and gardens... didn't freak out until I hit the gift shop and spoke to a dear friend... then the enormity of leaving the last place (the home in Palo Alto) that I shared with T and knowing how much he would have enjoyed the architecture and gardens and the questions he would have peppered the docent with hit me... thank God for family and chemical relief...
Time to reflect and heal... coming home soon...
Jayne & I |
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