Today is Sunday, May 31st

Life has been absolutely crazy busy lately and then, the loss of Tracy intrudes and I'm back to sobbing .. 

Wed., after a very long day which started with acupuncture, then work, and then haircut and color, I went to sleep around 9:30PM. I slept until 7 o'clock in the morning. Wow!!!  That's something!!!  Before I awoke Tracy came to me.  As clear as if he was in the room, he said "Annie, you want everything all the time, all at once!" He always used to yell at me that I try to do way too much all at once. So, I realized my reticence to make plans for the memorial, tribute, celebration or whatever we were going to call it along with the Relay for Life.  I can't do both a celebration of life and the Relay for life well. I haven't put any effort into the Relay. Maybe the Relay is the focus and the celebration is later? I do know it's making me crazy.   So, I've decided to back off.  Tracy is with me on this...  The Relay is on track for July 11th.  More info to follow....

Life is amazing... faced with a listing I didn't think was a fit for me... I was set to follow through with the appointment when the Sellers made the best decision for them... so relieved I took Riley to the beach.  A half hour later,  dear clients called and said they needed me.  I'll be listing their gorgeous home in the Cambrian area of San Jose in the beginning of July.... A Great fit!!!

Another new listing or re-listing of a RDM beauty early in July too and I'm happily back to working with a new outlook on my career.  I'm glad to say I'm putting everything into perspective and hope all my obligations will be taken care of in the next year....

I'm renewing my bonds with my friends and slowly looking forward to some new explorations in my life...
Started singing with a Community Sing class in Capitola... a chance to breathe deep and let it out...

Soon I will get back to clay...  I really think I'd love it...

Oh how I miss his guiding words and touch but if I quiet down and listen really closely... he's there....